What's the deal
With my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain
There's the pitch
Slow and straight
All I have to do is swing and I'm a hero
But I'm a zero
An awesome song from one of my favourite bands - Perfect Situation by Weezer.
Speaking of favourites, AVRIL LAVIGNE HAS A NEW ALBUM! I heard a new song by her in a cinema a few days ago and I'm like, "I RECOGNIZE THAT VOICE!" EEEEKKK I'm delighted, because I've been obsessed with her since 2002. Being the average teeny bopper, I was into her "punk" image and music.
Then I realised what real music is.
Nevermind, I still love her, because I can really relate to her songs. She's changed so much these few years!
Ford Model, married,.. geez. I can't say I wasn't shocked.
Okay, different subject:
I miss my boyfriend soo much. I haven't seen him in two years, and I have another year of torture to endure before I see my baby again AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
A day of not being together with him feels like a year. =P
He makes me feel like no one else does, and I love you so much.
Christmas is like three days away!
Trying my best to get into the Christmas mood :}
I feel like I haven't caught a movie in so long (a week?), I'm so used to catching like 3 or 4 movies a week. And I miss making up, eh! I'm tired of leaving the house looking UGLY UGLY UGLY. I didn't go out today, the bitch *cough*Jasmine*cough* came over in the early hours of 1pm disturbing my beauty sleep and wanted me to swim with her. So I did - I like swimming, even though it leaves my skin and hair dry with this stinky chlorine smell. Oh oh, I THINK I'VE GOTTEN TANNER. Nuuuuuuuuuuuu =(
I always feel tired and kinda hungry after I swim. My definition of swimming - ten minutes of SWIMMING, an hour plus of playing in the water =D
I love the way I feel so light in the water and how you can lift people up with one hand. Hehe, it's a feeling you can't get elsewhere. It disgusts me when I wonder how many people have peed in this water I'm soaking myself in though.
It feels sooo good when I don't have things to think about. Usually I ALWAYS have things that bother me, and I will think, and THINK alot, so basically I feel frustrated the whole damn day and won't be able to sleep until like 4am - even if I'm tired.
Today and yesterday I've been feeling pretty OKAY, and I have not much problems sleeping! YAYAYAYAY. I have a feeling the next few days are gonna be fairly good too.
I can't wait for Christmas Eve to come, when I have a reason to dress up nicely and have fun :}
Holidays are ending soon, and I think that makes me depressed. T_T
I mean, everyone is happier and things are kept somewhat more light-hearted at the end of the year - if you actually notice it.
I love waking up at 1pm and sleeping at five in the morning, going out everyday and having no worries - no SCHOOL.
I don't get why people like to go to school. Sure, you've got friends, but thinking of the many hours I've got to sit in class doing work and listening to teachers go on & on makes me want to sleep already. I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL and I guess you get my point.
Anyway, it just struck me recently that New Year is only six days after Christmas.
That is SO fast - Then goodbye 2006, omghi 2007!
Holy shit? This year has past too quickly. So many things have happened, I feel like these past eleven months have just been a whirlwind.
So many sweet memories, so many depressing moments. I've made so many mistakes this year, but 've been given a second chance, so I'm not going to let myself down next year! =D
I wonder what 2007 will be like? I'm going to study hard. (You believe me, don't you?) I have lost interest in my studies since a few years back, but whether I have interest or not I'm not going to "barely make it" like I always do. I'm going to make it, I'm gonna make it BIG! :)
All I need now, is determination and diligence. =/
I'm ready for you, 2007. =)
Merry Christmas everybody!