the past 4 months of my life has been nothing but a blur
what's real and what's not, I can no longer be sure
cause everything that I thought was the only real thing for me
turned out to be things that just weren't meant to be
and i wanted to believe you when you said that things would change
but how can I believe you when everything's still the same
it's not easy trying to convince myself that your love for me is true
this girl needs more love than just the occasional "I miss you"
i try real hard to be that girl who you want me to be
just because deep down inside I'm hoping one day you'll see
how much tears have fallen from these eyes
for all the broken promises and the lies
everyone has been telling me how silly i am
for trying to love an unfaithful man
when i start to feel discouraged i look into your eyes and see your smile
it is then i realise that everything's worthwhile
I love you as much as I did from the very first day
what I feel for you is more than feelings that would fade away
but sometimes i feel like i'm trying to hold onto a man who's already gone
it surprises me how easily you move on
guess i'll never mean as much to you as i hope i would
and if one day should you ever leave me for good
i want you to know that even if we were a thousand miles apart
there would never be a day you wouldn't have my heart
because i swore that as long as my heart beats, it would beat only for you,
even if it were broken, i know that everything i've said above is true..
~Jessica
I'm not your Superwoman,
boy I am only human..
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep.
