This should be interesting.
I realize that I am always writing about myself, about who I am, about what I do, about how I feel...
It is always me, me, me, talking about none other than ME!
Whenever I meet people or other bloggers, they always go like, "You know I'm actually very surprised that you're actually like *this this this*, when I read your blog I thought that you were *that that that* kind of person!"
And I'm like "REALLY?!? So thats what people think about me?"
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So out of curiosity, as my blog reader, what can you say about me?
If you're not oh-so-busy right now, spare Jessie a few moments to write whatever that comes to your mind and send a short (or long if you wish to!) write-up to
Shiberty@hotmail.com entitled "SURVEY"
More about, what kind of person you think I am and such and such.
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Another issue is,
I've been getting a number of advertorial requests lately... And since I'm going to have ads posted up soon, I just thought I'd let you guys know that
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I do accept advertorial requests such as:
Blogshop advertising (but advertising is STRICTLY BANNED in my tagboard!)
Any other type of review for your product
...Or any other advertorial purposes which you think you may need my help with.
I'm not the kind who likes her blog filled with advertorials, so if I'm gonna do one, I might as well include a few in one post. It's not going to be "A FAVOUR" or FOC, cuz face it, there's no free lunch in this world.
I don't believe in annoying pop up advertorials / spam or the Advertlets kind. I like personal reviews, cuz thats still a form of expression anyway.
Nuffnang is fineeeee with me because it is not the least bit annoying (instead its very creative) AND I get much more than money - I GET TONS OF FUN!
If you're wondering about my blog traffic, I get 1000+ unique visitors (on average) daily
Look out for beauty-related advertorials since many girls seem to be interested about where I get my dress / where I do my hair / what kind of make up I use etc etc etc!
Email shiberty@hotmail.con with revelant details such as what / how you want me to advertise, etc etc. Subject head "Advertorial" please!
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Next issue:
I have been very very Temperamental and moody these few days :(
For a short period of time, I'm practically OVER THE MOON!
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After awhile, the "happy times" subside and I turn a little.... weird.
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And finally, doesn't take long before I turn absolutely cranky and a total bitch up your ass.
GOD I HATE PERIODS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am seriously considering having my ovaries removed in an operation. Random and gross, but true.
Think about all the sanitary pads I could save on. HAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!!
I could go swimming any day I want.
I could drink icy cold water without fearing dying of mentrual cramps.
And I wouldn't need to feel that sickening monthly pain in my abdomen for the rest of my life.
Awesome, or what? No risks of getting pregnant when having sex too.
...Oops,
wait, did I just mention sex?
Erm, *cough cough* Jessica has only heard of sex in science textbooks. Nothing more than that.
What the hell is sex anyway? Can eat? *bats innocent eyes*
Anyways, I know that removing ovaries also mean that I can't have children.
Which, honestly really doesn't bother me much since I've also seriously considered adopting children when I grow up.
I want to make a difference in other peoples lives. And when I think about all the poor and sick and unloved unfortunate people in the world, I often get sad :(
What better way to make a difference in someones life than to treat an unwanted child like your own? Show him that someone does care for him afterall.
The thought of pregnancy disgusts me.
I am not childish la, okay?
Some women still squirm at the sight of their husbands penises. It's just a personal "I-think-it's-awful" thing.
I am fat enough already, and I cannot imagine my tummy swelling that huge! And something is alive inside of me.
I think that when the baby kicks around in my stomach, instead of going like, "Awwww look hes kicking!" like most mummys do...
I'd probably be like, "OMGZ WTF ITS ALIVEEEE!!!!!111111"
LOL.
But then again,
I did mention that I have been feeling very very crazy these few days, and crazy words of crazy people should never really be taken too seriously.
I am constantly changing so quickly, so maybe by the age of 19 I'd be like "I WANT A BABY!" ...so, who knows?
I typed out MANY MANY long posts about how I feel and stuff. But in the end, I always either press the "Delete" button or I "Save As Draft"
Happens alot these few days. Kind of a bugger when your personal blog isn't so "personal" anymore.... Ah, the sorrows of getting commercialized.
Fear not, for I will never be a sell-out! Nyahahaha. You will still seeing me being stupid, emotional, bimbotic, funny (...I think?), and nonsensical on my personal blog.
Much love,
Jessica
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Am Bored and I can't sleep because of motherfucking menstrual cramps.
So I thought I'd reply tags!
"Oh wow. You updated, and you look cute in those pictures. Ah yes, nowadays, people want to adopt instead of giving birth to babies. It's slowly becoming a trend, I don't know why though."
First of all, thanks for the compliments although I think I look retarded in the pictures. HAH.
Trend started by Angelina Jolie, perhaps? =P
Well, perhaps some of these people who opt for adoption are like me. Their hearts go out to those poor kids in the homes.
Why shouldn't these kids be loved? If you're gonna freaking give birth to a child, you'd better be god damn sure you are capable of raising him/her well.
It's so unfair that these children do not have loving mums and dads....
And perhaps another reason why people are more willing to accept adoption is because it's not really such a big deal that the kid you're raising did not come out from your womb.
Crude it sounds, but simply put.
I believe that all children are the same.
There ain't no evil kids in this world, and thats why children are so precious.
Every kid on this earth just wants to be loved, just wants to play, just wants to eat chocolate instead of vegetables.
A child does not have a real personality of their own when they're very young, rather, they are who you raise them to be. What they do and how they behave, etc, ultimately depends on what their environment is like at home.
Isn't it the same for all of us? Our current personality is affected by incidents of the past.
I am strong-headed now... I stand up for what I believe in now. Why?
I've been bullied by others when I was younger, and after a long period of time, I finally got around to standing on my own two feet... Not without alot of suffering though.
right now I'll show anyone who tries to bully me now that hell is not necessarily limited to the dead, only ;)
Ok, I think I am digressing too much already!
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"About adoption, what if your kids found out you are not his/her biological parents,it'd cause a great impact on their erhs whatsay mental health lols."
If I ever were to adopt a child, I'd never keep it from him that I am not his biological mother.
He deserves the right to know that.
And everything has loop-holes, so it's stupid to try to lie your way through because lying to your kid for as long as you live sure is gonna be tough.
If you've noticed,
there are USUALLY two kinds of scenarios:
#1) Mum does not tell kid that he is adopted.
Kid thinks that his mother is really his biological mother all his life until one awful day, the truth is revealed.
Outcome: The kid rebels, and begins his search for his "real mother", and will probably never look at his "mother" in the same light again. Kid would probably feel a sense of emptiness for the rest of his days. Kid may feel slightly UNFORTUNATE.
Reason: The kid never knew. He never imagined that his biological mother didn't really want him enough. Also, he totally hates his foster mum for lying to him his whole life. He feels cheated. You can't force a truth like that down someones throat oh-so-suddenly!
And....
#2) Mum lets kid know from the youngest age possible that she is not his biological mother.
Mum never has to lie about "who-is-your-biological-mother" issues.
Outcome: Generally, these kids are more appreciative of their parents. They also tend to be "better people", you know, the sort that worships world peace and "stop-abusing-animals", more kind and compassionate, etc etc. Kid would most likely feel FORTUNATE.
Reason: The kid grows up knowing that he is loved and taken care of by someone who is more than willing to treat him as her own child. Nevermind that his own biological mother didn't want him enough... He has a wonderful mother who is better than any biological nonsense. He embraces the truth.
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So, yep,
I'd definitely choose number 2!
Eeeeek I kinda sound like I'm "definitely" gonna be adopting already. THINK O LEVELS, JESSICA, not children and adoption!!!!
