Saturday Night Fever

Woah.

Check out the title of this post.


Saturday Night Fever....

TOTALLY TRUE!!!


Had a fever on Saturday night and it's lasted until now. I feel better today, but still sick...

I AM FINALLY SKIPPING SCHOOL FOR A LEGITIMATE REASON!! WOOOHOOO.




Y'all should be proud of me. *beams*



Anyway anyway. You have NO idea how much I suffered yesterday.

I had like migraine throughout my whole body! It was crazyyyy. Every little movement I made sent a sharp pain piercing through me.


So to avoid movement, I had to lie down most of the time...


And I was supposed to go out with my baby James yesterday, but the good old boy came over and took SUCH GOOD CARE OF ME!!!



I just HAVE to rave about how much it means to me!

Usually when he doesn't have enough sleep he'd be an asshole throughout the whole day.. But even though he had very little sleep and was quite tired, he really made me feel like a princess yesterday!

Always giving in to me. Sponging me. Making me laugh so the pain goes away.




Talking to me in such a sweet, sweet voice... I was sooo fucking whiny and being a bitch yesterday cos I was in so much pain.

But he tolerated everything and really, he was just so bloody good la. I haven't had him treat me so good in A LONG TIME!


Sigh, kinda makes me want to fall sick more often =X




It's really such a nice feeling to know that you're loved. He might be a jerk sometimes, but when it comes to situations like this, he really shows his care and concern.

When you're sick and you have your bf to sponge you. To cook things for you to eat. To attend to your every whim!


To just shower you with his love... Is the best thing you could ever ask for in a relationship.

I LOVE YOU. you're so gooood to me... Babyyyy babyy *sings Avril's HOT*




Ok anyway. We watched this movie called BIG STAN.




About some real estate guy going to jail and was afraid of being fucked by his inmates so he learned kungfu to kick their asses and stuff. I know it sounds ridiculous but it was effing funny.

It was more of a dick flick than a chick flick. But like I said, I can crack and take jokes like a man ok!! I pretty much enjoyed it. Go watch it online! Bound to make you laugh.







Then at night we watched Grand Prix!!!!!!!!!!!!!


We watched from like 6 to almost 11?

Ok la. Quite exciting but got kinda boring after awhile. The loud engine sound throughout the entire show is soooo annoying!

And Hamilton is hothothot! Me likey. I think the Massa damn poor thing lor ok!



Some parts very dramatic. I get damn excited when a car crashes. LOL. I know it sounds very evil, but really la.. When Piquet first crashed, I literally jumped out of my bed going, "WTF!!"


I think those people who were sitting right in front and saw the car "crashing into them" must have been very very excited.




Ok ok I am going off liao don't feel like blogging. Nothing to blog about leh. Suggestions?

Chat with me @ my Chantago cos im sick and will be staying home and online the whole day!!!




xoxo,
Jess

Feeling icky.. But still excited about Saturday

Walao.

I feel like shit now -_____-"""


Feel like I am going to die soon. Ever since last night I had this superrrrr painful headache so I went to sleep and woke up with migraine all over my body. OMG.


When I went to rinse my mouth, I spat out blood.



DOUBLE OMG.



I am tooooooooooo younggggggg to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Jesus Allah Buddha have mercy on my soul :(





Anyway I told mum and she reckons it's because I'm heaty. WHERE GOT HEATY?!

I only ate fish & chips & chin cow last night ma.. Is chin chow considered heaty? I THOUGHT SUPPOSED TO BE HEALTHY!!!



Anyway I hope I get better because later I wanna go out with James!




I don't really have much to post about so I'll just post random pics and stuff k?!?





THIS IS MY MUM!!!! ("v")

And she's probably prettier than you or your GF. HAHAHAHA.


Well most people can't believe she's in her early fifties. Cos she still looks so good!
Thank goodness my mum isn't those auntie auntie type. LOL. It totally rocks when I get to share clothes with her =)


I love her sooooooooooooooo much. Cos she loves me the most in the world and not to mention she's super cool. We watch movies together. We go shopping together. We eat together. Sometimes even sleep together.

And she takes care of me whenever I'm sick etc etc! What more can I ask for?!?

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Okok skip topic...




Camwhoring in PJs!!

Random indeed.




Skip topic...

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Haolian-ing my Avril shirt again. Sigh. Have I told you how much I looooooooooooove it already?

Oh ya and this photo was taken awhile after the photo above it was taken! I curled my hair. Notice the first photo's hair abit like kiam chai and the second one has got pretty curls.







Ohhh yes and I'm sure most of you have seen this photo before in my previous post:




Well notice the Gold Guess Bag..




Ok now see this:


HAHAHAH! Mitchy matchy gold sandals!! I am such a gold-freak. Like everyone knows my favourite color is gold. It is not auntie or indian-ish ok!





Andddddddddd..


That's not all!!!









Woohoo my new fav bracelet :)

Lovingly sponsored by http://room18.livejournal.com!

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It's really not difficult to tell what I like.







And I totally don't have to fret over what to wear when I go out..

Because almost every outfit goes with black, gold and white!!! *beams*








Woot!








Double woot woot!! ...Am I getting predictable? LOL.


By now everyone should know my fav. 3 colours!!!!!




Anyway these are just a small part of my collection. Wait till you see my whole ARMY of gold, white and black stuff! Bwahahahaha.


Ok skip topic again....




I AM SOOOO EXCITED ...

... ABOUT THIS SATURDAY!!!!!






I will be having 2 shoots, one in the early morning and one in the afternoon.

BOTH are themes that I've been DYING to try for the LONGEST time!!111 *spasm*




Ok ok the first one would have to start muthafuking early. Like I have to get up at 4 or 5 or something like that. I pray to Jesus Allah Buddha that I will be able to get my fat ass off my bed!


Totally crazy... I'm not telling you what's the first theme yet, because it is way way too WICKED.


The second theme is BRIDAL!!!! Woohooohooo how many 16 year olds get to try on a wedding dress and do a shoot? LOL.



I better look pretty if not next time James don't wanna marry me! Hahaha.



Anyway I will be working with wonderful selectively chosen fashion photographers and I super cannot wait.

I will be doing both shoots' make up myself! I didn't want any make up artist, well, simply because I believe I can pull the look off myself. I certainly hope so, if not I'd just be screwing things up for myself *crosses fingers*




Wish me good luck in your hearts ok!! Hahaha.


Damn, I really should start concentrating on my O's now. Will go buy Math textbook tomorrow. LOL, yes I know I'm dead.



Sigh.



Have I mentioned that for the first shoot, I will be working with this gorgeous angmoh model called Eric?


He is super good looking and the best part is, he's totally fun to hang out with. *pokes*




Let me show you girls his yummy photos! ...Because good things should be shared ;)





I know, he's such a badassssssssss ;)













Tskkk.












Bad boys bad boys..

I love bad boys!!!!!


Now you know why I'm so excited. LOL.








BYE EVERYBODY!


Btw, I am officially having a fever by the end of this post, and I feel like I'm going to die soon.

Text messaging with James

James: So how was your show Bangkok Dangerous baby?

Jessica: Nice! Quite liked it except for the ending.




James: Sure or not... But all the thai girls damn hot right? Especially the dancer

Jessica: Nah. Don't think so.




James: You don't know how to appreciate hot girls!

Jessica: Aiyah whatever la ok? -_-




James: Ehh... What's wrong with you?

Jessica: I get very irritated when I hear you say other girls are hot, pretty blahblah because you never ever said that I'm hot or pretty before.
It sucks to hear the word "hot" from your boyfriend only when he's using it on other girls. So next time, be careful of what you say.





James: I say other girls are hot only ma, but my girl is burning. You get what I mean?

Jessica: Haha idiot. Just be more thoughtful with your words.. Compliment me more and sweet talk me to keep me happy, you kuku!

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James: You are burning until you become ash then no more liao and there goes my gf :).. Yay!!

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LOL OMG.
....Tell me again, why am I in love with such a noobshit?!?

B'day celebration with school mates!

Celebrated one day earlier on 19th September with the people who make school life less torturous..



MY AWESOME SCHOOL MATES!!!!




They came over and they bought like 7 packets of my fav cheese cracker. LOL? Totally random but totally appreciated. Of course I finished the crackers within a jiffy!




Basically the whole day we were playing Wii, sitting and chilling, went swimming, playing truth or dare and the usual fun stuff we got up to.


Like slacking on the bed and squashing each other like sardines in a pack. Like 8 people all squeezed onto my ONE bed!!!!








I'm veryyyy tired cos I just came back from one great Family Day... Totally awesome but thats for another post next time!

Won't elaborate much, let the pictures do the talking~~












I love the golden sun rays in this picture :)

Makes everything seem so warm and lovely.















Cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee aren't they?!?




I know I'm the only one "skimpy dressed" -___-

But thats cuz they've all got their swimwear underneath their clothes. LOL. I was lazy to cover up.
















Thank you to these adorable people for the fun I had that day!
















HAHAHA I super love my condo's set up and environment :)

Look at our background! Looks like we're at some sort of "nature-ish" resort... MAN, LIKE PULAU BESAR!!!! (minus the mosquitoes)















Everybody get ready to JUMP!!!!

















And make a big splash =))))))))

Hehehehe it's so cute how everyone disappears underwater..








The other time I went swimming with Fidelis, her make up stayed on right through!!!!

Cos it was waterproof.



I wanted to try it out myself so I applied light make up and went inside the pool... To my dismay, everything was washed away and I was bare faced once again =(


(besides the smudges!!!)



So much for waterproof make up. Stupid sales girl cheated my money T____T











So if you'd always been wondering how I'd look like "bare" without the fake eyelashes and all, behold the next few pictures!



And don't say I don't post pictures of myself without make up anymore ah.


Annoying.






Gosh I love this photo to death. It really makes me smile!
















Can you differentiate us? LOL.

I think me and my girls look alike when we're without make up!!!!

(We all look crazy is what I mean lmao)
















ILU ("v")
















I think everybody looks so cute here. Like so fresh, and so silly looking. As though we're all taking one big bath together. LOL
















I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee to play in the water!













And then we left the camera in the bag and had more fun ourselves.. Hahaha I'm not gonna describe it much, some things are better left being personal memories.








When night fell we ran up (super cold cos no towel. LOL) and showeredddd. All the guys showered together in one bathroom and all the girls together in another!












Everyone clean after a refreshing shower!

Duhhhh like SO MANY PEOPLE PACKED ON MY BED.





Even though my room is relatively small, thank god I have a queen sized bed!







And then after that...




We had...





MASS SEX!!!

ORGY!!!!!!!!!!!!111@@@@










HAHAHA no la not really. I just did tortured 2 guys and did what I liked to them.




By the time I was done with them, their cheeks turned bright red..



















Cos... I WAS APPLYING MY MAKE UP ONTO THEM!! HAHAHAHAHA.
















Ian looks sooooooooooo pretty! *pokes*




















HELLO JONATHAN, my next victim!!! Very reluctant at first but became willing afterwards.
















TA-DAH!!! Woooohooo sexy babbyyyyy you make me so horny. LOL~

















They were trying to take a saucy picture.. But I stuck my head in.



















HAHAHAHAAH THIS IS DAMN PRICELESS.
WOOOHOOO!!!!!





I love these guys, they are damn spontaneous, thanks so much for letting the birthday girl to have her fun and draw on your faces. LOL.



Everyone roared with laughter and literally went mad seeing them like that.










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After a while, Jonathan couldn't take it and went to wash off allllll the make up I slapped on him....










HEHEHEHE now he looks EVEN CUTER!!! Like some adonimabal snowball.

Wait. Or is it abominabal? Wtf? How do you spell it?















We were chilling in the room and it was very funny cos alot of us were tired and wanted to squeeze onto my bed to sleep!

But obviously when you put so many idiots like us all onto one bed, the last thing we'd get is some peace and quiet.








Annoyed each other and did silly things till it was almost 12!!!








TIME TO CUT CAKE.



Ok here's the story - I don't like chocolate stuff. Most birthday cakes are chocolate cakes. So one day I casually told them, "Next time my B'day get me Pandan cake instead of Chocolate ok!"








And......










OMG THEY REALLY DID.




LOLOLOL.


I think this is the first and last time I'd ever cut a Pandan Birthday Cake in my life!!!





But it's soooooooooooo cute la plz. Thankssss LOL. Better than chocolate definitely. (less fattening also!)
















Everyone wanted a piece of my pandan cake.... =(

















Horribly devoured. LOL. Looks so sad now!!!!!














After cake session, we proceeded to play Truth Or Dare and the usual.. Some people went home since it was near midnight already, and some more new people came!!!!






They started to drink... But I stayed away from the alcohol.




I HATE ALCOHOL!!!!! (Tiger Beer is the only thing I don't mind to drink once in awhile)












Someone was dared to STRIP and do a SEXY DANCE for us!!! HAHAHA.

Not telling whooooooooooooooooooo.

















They dared me to go under the table to take super ugly pictures with my face squashed against the glass surface.



...Too bad, you guys won't get to see those fugly pics. LOL.


















Ber looks so funny in this pic, and Mel looks so happy + cute!!!











I forgot what time they went home, but I knew it was pretty late..

Ber was the last to leave at about 4am I think. LOL. He lives like at the condo next to mine anyway -____-""




Ber and his friend accompanied me all the way until James came over!! THANK YOU, LOL.









And then I hugged James to sleep and that was the end of my day.



Other birthday celebrations pictures next time!! Super tired now, gonna sleep, got shitty school tomorrow.






NIGHT NIGHT EVERYONE!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE!!!!

Yipee yay yay yay

it's my BIRTHDAAAAAAY! =D







I am making such a big deal out of it because I'm very happy to be alive. Hehehehe.



...Blink of an eye, another year has passed.




It's this crazy rollercoaster ride that I'm on called LIFE.. going wayyy too fast for me to catch up with sometimes. Ups and downs and ups and downs..




Well, I'd like to share with you guys the most important life lessons I've learnt since I was 15!


Here it goes ~~~



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Love your family, and show them that you care. Stop giving them attitude, and be more kind to them. Treasure time spent together. They are the most important people in your life, they are the ones who will stick by you through thick and thin. In short, love them with all your heart.

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If James is being a fking idiot, ignore him. He will come to his senses (eventually, I hope) and return to his normal self. In the mean time, keep yourself occupied to prevent from going crazy. Don't be petty and quarrel with him over the littlest things! Be the best girlfriend that you could ever be, so when things finally still end up wrong, you'd know that the problem doesn't lie with you and things really can't work out afterall... There is a closure, that way. So moving on would be easier.

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Friends walk in and out of your life. The most important thing is the footprints and memories that they have left behind..

And it's okay, I'm not afraid to be alone.
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Trying to be someone that you know you're not, it gets harder everyday..
Stay true to yourself, no matter what happens. Even if it means losing friends. Even if it means gaining haters. Because at the end of the day, Jessica, you know you'd rather be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not.

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When everything seems to be going wrong, keep your chin up, Jess. Take comfort in knowing that since you are already at your LOWEST point, you have nowhere else to go but UP! So things will get better, eventually.
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Understand that ups and downs are parts of life. Through betrayal, lies, hurt and grief is how you grow to be a stronger person. You're not the only one facing shit anyway. Everyone else is, just in different ways.
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You are your only reliable friend. Like I've said, friends come and go, you may not know who to trust but it's always best not to give 100% to anybody.. Including James. Just keep that last few % to yourself.
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Though it has its significance, studying is NOT the most important thing, contrary to what EVERYONE has been telling me. Frankly speaking, I value the life lessons I've learnt much more than how to mix chemicals together in the lab.
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Follow your heart! Somehow, you always know the right way to go. Trust yourself. Be gutsy. Life is way too short to not take risks.

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Ignore any comment people make on you which you do not agree with. Afterall, these people may think that they know you, but the fact is that they don't. People can talk shit all they want, but you know you're better than to stoop as low as them.. Assumptive judgemental dicks are all around, so be firm. They cannot bring you down, because nobody can, except yourself. So stay strong.
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Happiness comes from oneself, it is true. You can have all the riches in the world but still not be happy. But I'm happy. Because I learn to appreciate what I have. And who said that one can't be happy even when things aren't going right for her? I can. Because I know, that happier days lie ahead.





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Ok, that was pretty long eh!!!!

But really, the things above mean alot to me, it is truly what I call "Growing up".






Alright, gotta go now! Hahaha will update about the birthday soon ok. LOTS OF LOVE FROM A NEW 16 YEAR OLD! WOOHOO.




I'M LEGAL. HAHAHAHAHA





P.S - a big big thank you to everyone who bothered to remember the date and wish me happy bday! hehe. it makes me happpyyyyy.

B'day Prezzies!!

My brother is going through rough time right now.. Can't say what it is cos it's not very nice to disclose family affairs, but I decided to be a sweet little sister and get him a birthday gift!!




He has been singing praises about this game called "ROCKBAND" for a long longggggggg time..

He always goes over to his friend's house to play it, and he has been bugging me to contribute half the money to buy it so we can play it together.





I've always refused coz must buy PS3 to play with it and like total cost would be so exp! I don't even life Ps3 games in the first place.

I'm into cute cute games..



So a brilliant idea struck me - why not buy ROCKBAND - Wii VERSION??!





WOOOHOOO I LOVE Wii okay. I've been obsessing about it ever since I ever laid my eyes on it.

And TADAH, matter resolved = I buy the Rockband, (almost $400! Don't you wanna be my brotherrrrr) and



MUMMY buys the Wii for us!














Mum with her wallet at the Challenger counter, all ready to LOSE SOME CASH...

















WOOOT!!!

A whopping $1123.




*le gasp*
Madness or not, you tell me?!?!?!?!

$1123 on some lame games! LOL.



We are damn bo liao.

Back at Home....

Awww yes I know I'm so artistic and sooo sweet. LOL.


See that heart in the middle? It says, "FROM MA MA AND MEI MEI"

ROFL















Maid and Bro trying to fix up "ROCKBAND"!




















Bro loves to play Rockband's DRUMS!




























My bundle of games. The mummy, kung fu panda and mario. LOLOL














WEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.


I Love my Wiiiiiiiiii~!!!!!!!!




















And erm... This is my Mii character. LOL. I know it looks nothing like me o____o

But I LOVE MY MOLE!!! *pokes it*





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AND THAT'S NOT ALL!!!!



My mummy loves me soooooooo much that she decided to spoil me with more gifts.













HAHAHA this guy is so hilarious I tell you. He's a hair-curler-promoter.

It's hard to explain what he said, but really, his pushcart is at VivoCity so check him out if you've got the time.

Check out his uber soft curls!!!!!!









This hair curler freaking costs $160!!! So it'd better be goooooood.


It's so expensive because it has a ceramic core instead of your same old Metal type. Ceramic won't burn you! I've seen some really sua ku people who wanted curls and used tongs and ended up with scalded faces / hands instead. LOL.











It even comes with a erm... dubious glove.





















Besides the hair curler, she bought me a $160 GUESS BAG!

IN MY FAV COLOUR, OF COURSE. Gold!!!@#@!$!$!@$






Chioness to the max!

But since everyone can see whats inside my bag I cannot anyhow dump things inside already. Boo. But easier to haolian branded wallets like that. LOL~~
















OH OH!!! I LOVE MY NEW AVRIL LAVIGNE SHIRT!


It is soooooooooo hot.




AND I LOVE MY NEW GOLD GUESS BAG TOOOOOOO.



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Ok ok and besides the freaking Wii and the hair curler and the guess bag, she ALSO got me a..







PRINTED TOP FROM RIVER ISLAND! $50.

Hothothothot. *spasm*

Of course, all the presents I picked myself one la...









AND a.....





LEATHER JACKET FROM ZARA!!!! $300.


GORGEOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs.


Omfg I think this is like the hottest ever. Shit, all my B'day presents are so HOT, HOT HOT!!!












I am obviously one

spoilt-rotten-HAPPPPYYY-birthday-girl!!!!!!!





"why one birthday so many presents de?!?!?"

LOL I also dunno la. BUT I LOVE YOU MUMMY! (I havent paid her the $400 rockband yet. OOPS LOL just remembered)


I'm not even going to add up all my presents prices cuz then I'd feel so guilty =X


I am going to get her a VERY NICE PRESENT for her B'day next year! Muahahaha.